There it is. And once Dean lets it go, a whole slew of begging follows. It's not as if Dean gets many opportunities to ask for help with any kind of permissible reason. It's always too much, too painful, and Dean's always too damn stubborn to give himself over to vulnerability. And yet he can't help himself this time, Dean crashing into desperation, muscles clenching painfully tight as he tries to coax himself into spilling over.
He knows Lucifer wants to hear it as badly as he wants to say it, doing everything he can to provide the kind of pleading no one ever expects from him. But it's all he can manage to think through now, needing to come badly enough that it hurts.
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Date: 2016-03-11 11:47 pm (UTC)From:There it is. And once Dean lets it go, a whole slew of begging follows. It's not as if Dean gets many opportunities to ask for help with any kind of permissible reason. It's always too much, too painful, and Dean's always too damn stubborn to give himself over to vulnerability. And yet he can't help himself this time, Dean crashing into desperation, muscles clenching painfully tight as he tries to coax himself into spilling over.
He knows Lucifer wants to hear it as badly as he wants to say it, doing everything he can to provide the kind of pleading no one ever expects from him. But it's all he can manage to think through now, needing to come badly enough that it hurts.