neverwantedtobesith: (In a good mood)

Between thinking it best to steer as far away from the Core as possible given the current regime, and needing repairs to his ship, he finds himself on some backwater planet in the middle of nowhere. Not only that, but so far as he could tell, there were only a handful of cities worth the name with one of them being the capital city. Which was also oh-so-imaginatively named Capital City. It seemed to be his best bet, so it was the one he chose to land at.

While his ship was undergoing repairs, he heads out into the city. The workers don't need him breathing down their necks, so he may as well see what, if anything, was of interest. So lightsaber firmly hidden in his jacket, and anything the mechanics didn't need access to firmly locked, he heads out. May as well start with the market. Wherever it is.

Date: 2018-07-03 10:34 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Blank)
Ezra hesitates, unsure how to respond to that. He peers at Garth'zel, then around the room again, frowning when he can't find what caught his attention. "What did you do?" he asks, confused. What is even that he's not supposed to talk about? "It's not just instincks?"

The comment about Garth'zel's parents gets tucked away for now. It's another thing he doesn't know how to respond to, since no one's ever admitted something like that to him before.

Date: 2018-07-03 11:52 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Sad)
The answer doesn't do a whole lot to clear the mystery up. He wants to ask but how? except Garth'zel asks him a question first, and suddenly he has to wonder if this is something he should know. He ducks his head now, staring at his cup, guilt and worry making him reluctant to shake his head.

"I... I don't go to school anymore," he admits. It had been boring, and what was the point, and he'd had to worry about finding food. (And maybe it was as much because his parents weren't there to take him, and that makes something hurt in his chest and throat.)

Date: 2018-07-04 12:33 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] So tall)
"Jedi?" Ezra echoes, half with interest, half with curiosity. "Aren't those just people in stories?" Stories that people don't tell a lot, and usually with hushed voices, like they don't want anyone hearing.

He chews on his lip, trying to turn the rest of it over. It's a little much for an eight year old to understand. Still, there's one thing he thinks he can be sure about, enough to make his shoulders slump.

"I can't do that." So he must not be strong. "You can really do that with your mind?" Disappointment doesn't live too long when there's this much awe. "I wanna see!"

Date: 2018-07-04 01:25 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Excited)
Despite being told that Garth'zel could do this, Ezra's mouth still drops open as he watches the glass, enthralled. That's probably the single most amazing things he's ever seen in all his life. "Wooow, that's so cool!"

And just like that, it dawns on him that this is the reason his instincts told him to try to pick Garth'zel's pockets. Maybe he got caught, but that was the point. If he hadn't, he would have never met Garth'zel, never got to see this, never would have even known it was possible.

"Are you sure I can do it?" Equal parts doubt and hope color his voice, and he stares at his own glass, letting it go.

No matter how fiercely he concentrates, though, it doesn't float.

Date: 2018-07-04 03:27 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Pout)
Well, he could have just finished off his juice first, but with his hunger at least somewhat sated for now and with eagerness spurring him on, Ezra opts to just follow the suggestion to switch his efforts to his plate, even going so far as to rest his chin on the table to he can look at the plate dead on as he wills it to scoot away from him. Too bad he has no idea what he's actually doing, or how to tap into that nebulous sense that sometimes warns him about things. A minute passes, and then it becomes two, with Ezra picturing and picturing and wishing and alternating between squeezing his eyes shut and keeping them open, but nothing at all seems to happen. Nothing he can see.

Garth'zel might be able to feel the whisper in the Force from his attempts, though - a fledgling flutter of wings that have never flown before. Too weak and unfocused - or maybe not focused long enough - to move even a small plate from its spot, but enough to confirm that the potential is there.

Unaware of his accomplishment, Ezra groans in frustration. "It's not working," he complains, dropping his head to the table in that dramatic way that little kids often tend to have.

Date: 2018-07-07 06:57 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Pout)
That answer doesn't do much to mollify Ezra. The little boy's shoulders stay slumped with disappointment. "Maybe I just can't do it at all," he says. "Maybe you're wrong about me." That seems like a very real possibility to him. He's certainly never done anything like what Garth'zel just did.

Still, sullen or not, he doesn't forget that he still has a sandwich to finish. Foregoing the failed exercise, he picks the food back up and gets back to work eating as much as he can. Even with an offer of employment and food, he can't shake the fear that he might not get anything else to eat anytime soon.

Date: 2018-07-07 07:39 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Blank)
That just sounds like the kind of things adults say to make you feel better. Moody as Ezra is right now, he doesn't bother believing it.

He does pause at the word laundry, though, his thoughts instantly jumping to the food he snuck into his pockets. That food definitely won't handle being washed! And he doesn't have someplace safe he can hide it, either. "It's okay," he says quickly. "I don't need clean clothes. My clothes aren't too dirty yet!"

It's not a lie! Not by his definition!

Never mind that his "definition" is more along the lines of "look, I'm not covered in mud!"

Date: 2018-07-08 01:37 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Pout)
Too bad Garth'zel is setting himself up to fight a year's worth of ingrained survival habits. Ezra scoots back at the first mention of Garth'zel taking his food.

"I'm gonna eat it later," he says, tensing as he prepares to bolt or defend his pockets if he has to. "I'm not that hungry right now." Sort of true. He could eat more, but he's also eaten more already than he has in several days, so his stomach is content enough for now.

Date: 2018-07-08 07:33 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Pout)
Leave it isn't an option. Leave it just invites someone else to take it, or for rats to steal it when you're not looking. Leave it only works if you have something to put your food in that no one else is going to open up. Still tense, Ezra shakes his head stubbornly.

"I don't want to," he argues, unwilling to budge. "You can't make me!"

Well, maybe he could, if Garth'zel got his hands on him, but Ezra's not going to let it come to that.

Date: 2018-07-08 08:08 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Mad)
"But they might! People take stuff that doesn't belong to them all the time! Or- or rats'll eat it, or... or..." Or maybe Garth'zel himself will take it away if Ezra doesn't do what he wants, a possibility that's looking more and more likely the more Ezra resists. Not taking his eyes off of the man, the little boy slides out of his seat - slowly, trying not to draw attention to the fact that he's getting ready to run.

Date: 2018-07-08 09:01 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Mad)
Ezra jumps in surprise when the door slides shut without Garth'zel being near it at all. Whether he did it with a remote or with his abilities doesn't matter. Ezra's escape route just got cut off.

Immediately, his eyes dart around the room looking for another way to get out. There are vents, of course, but it would take too much time to get them off if Garth'zel is trying to catch him.

"You can't keep me in here!" he protests, thinking fast. If he can't get out himself, he'll have to get Garth'zel to let him out. "I can't take a bath if you do!"

Date: 2018-07-08 09:14 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Pout)
Don't worry, Garth'zel. Ezra's young ears have already been exposed to plenty of bad words. You're not likely to shock him there.

He scowls instead. "I'm too big for a sink!"

He is! Even if it's not by much.

Still suspicious, he looks at Garth'zel, as though trying to find the catch in his words. Will he really give Ezra what he wants, or is it just a trick that he'll go back on as soon as Ezra's in the 'fresher? "I wanna keep it with me," he demands. "An'- An' I want a box to put it in, so rats can't get it." There. He thinks that's perfectly reasonable, and then he can make sure no one takes his food himself.

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