neverwantedtobesith: (In a good mood)

Between thinking it best to steer as far away from the Core as possible given the current regime, and needing repairs to his ship, he finds himself on some backwater planet in the middle of nowhere. Not only that, but so far as he could tell, there were only a handful of cities worth the name with one of them being the capital city. Which was also oh-so-imaginatively named Capital City. It seemed to be his best bet, so it was the one he chose to land at.

While his ship was undergoing repairs, he heads out into the city. The workers don't need him breathing down their necks, so he may as well see what, if anything, was of interest. So lightsaber firmly hidden in his jacket, and anything the mechanics didn't need access to firmly locked, he heads out. May as well start with the market. Wherever it is.

Date: 2018-06-30 02:05 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Pout)
"Not my problem," the vendor says with a dismissive grunt. "Except when he makes it my problem. I'm sure there's some sort of program he could be in." Except there isn't, really. The Empire hasn't exactly put a lot of effort into welfare or child services. If Garth'zel's expecting the man to care, though, he's going to be disappointed.

Ezra isn't surprised at all, and isn't even paying attention to him anymore. It's just more of the same kind of treatment he gets everyday. What Garth'zel is doing, however, really isn't.

"Put me down!" the boy yells. "My parents care about me lots. Don't say that they don't! That's a lie!" He kicks and twists, and even tries to bite (unsuccessfully) - but only once, before the Zabrak's words sink in. He stills for just a second, not quite sure he heard right, before streetborn suspicion rears high.

"What do you wanna get food for?" he asks. There's the obvious answer, of course, but that's not what he's asking.

People might give him a handout from time to time, but they don't go and buy food for him.

Never mind that his stomach is growling.

Date: 2018-06-30 03:03 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Puppy eyes)
Ezra's eyes flicker in the direction of the stormtroopers, indecision warring briefly on his face. You don't go places with strangers. Not unless you have a way to escape if things go bad, and he doesn't have that right now. The stormtroopers would probably stop this guy if he called them.

But...

But what would be the cost? What would the stormtroopers do with him? They follow regulations. They'd want to know where his parents are. Who his parents are. If they found that out, would Ezra vanish, too? If he doesn't tell them who his parents are, then what? Ezra's never seen a case of someone from the Empire being kind to someone who's homeless, and the one time he saw them take a kid, he never saw the kid again. He doesn't know what they do with orphans. His gut says it's nothing good, though.

But is it any better if he lets this guy take him to wherever it is that he's going? He doesn't know anything about him, except that he's promising food, and Ezra would be lying if he said that wasn't really, really persuasive, he's so hungry, but what happens after? What does dealing with him mean?

They're not yet out of yelling range of the stormtroopers when Ezra squirms again. "Put me down," he says. "I can walk." A test. A test to see if this guy will give him any freedom, any chance to make this decision himself. Something in him is tugging, a feeling he can't name, a hum that's tipping the balance just slightly in this guy's favor. It's a feeling Ezra's felt before, and one that usually keeps him out of trouble when he listens.

Date: 2018-06-30 04:30 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Mad)
Garth'zel, do you wanna get kicked again? Because that's definitely a way to rile Ezra up. "I'm not six! I'm eight!" he says, completely offended. Never mind that he's too small for his age. That's not his fault! "An' I can keep up! I'm not slow! Or- or old!" Look, Garth'zel insulted him first, so it's totally fair to insult him back.

Even if Ezra does have to take two quick steps for every one of Garth'zel's just to keep up with his stride.

Date: 2018-06-30 04:55 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Puppy eyes)
Ezra's stomach tightens painfully, and the decision is made almost before he can think about it. Caution is one thing, but if he's really going to get food from this, he can wait a little longer before thinking about how he can escape. "I'll be good," he promises, using his best contrite little boy voice - the voice he uses when begging on the street. It's an easy promise to make, because it doesn't say what he'll be good at, and people never think about that, they just hear what they want to hear.

But in this case, he really will behave if Garth'zel lets go of him. At least for now. And maybe Garth'zel can see that in his eyes, hunger clouding his judgment and fear. He doesn't even ask if he gets to choose what he wants. At this point he'll eat anything.

Date: 2018-06-30 05:14 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] So tall)
The juice is enough to prove this is real, that there really is going to be food, to get Ezra to sit down after a few thirsty gulps. And it tastes so good, still cool from storage and not spoiled at all, and there's nobody's spit in it, that he can't help but savor every swallow he takes. Which is just as well, because otherwise he would have finished it off completely before Garth'zel could come back with that sandwich.

Hopefully Garth'zel's definition of being good doesn't extend to table manners. If so, Ezra's going to fail miserably as he practically shoves the sandwich into his mouth, taking as big a bite as he can - like he's learned to be afraid of people taking his food, so he has to claim as much as he can as fast as possible. Or maybe like he was on the verge of starving. Both are equally true.
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Date: 2018-06-30 05:52 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Blank)
Ezra twitches like he wants to reach out and grab his glass before Garth'zel can take it, but... but oddly enough, he feels reassured by the promise that Garth'zel will give it back. And sure enough, he does, and that helps some of Ezra's tension, too. He settles a little, slowing down enough to swallow.

"'M Ezra," he says, before taking another bite, because look, he's got priorities. There's a sandwich in his hands that's just as fresh and delicious as the juice, and he hasn't eaten almost anything in days. He chews that bite just enough to swallow it, too, before asking his own question. "Who're you?"

Date: 2018-07-01 01:26 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Listen to me)
Ezra eyes Garth'zel, faced again with the question of how honest he wants to be about his parents. Why does he even want to know? And what kind of trouble will it get Ezra in if he answers?

Ezra can't come up with an answer to either question that he likes, so he bluffs. "I'm not alone. I told you. Mom an' dad are working." Subtly (or at least he thinks he's being subtle) he picks off part of his sandwich before sneaking it under the table. Even as hungry as he is, he knows he should save some of this sandwich for later. Just like the way his luck has been rotten all this week, he doesn't know when he'll get his hands on more food. Whatever he can stuff in his pockets will hopefully keep him going until his luck turns again.

"They know I'm big enough to look after myself until they get home," he adds, puffing himself up for a touch of authenticity.

Date: 2018-07-01 07:24 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Mad)
Ezra scowls at being called out on his lie. More than that, though, his temper sparks at Garth'zel talking about how his parents would feel. (Maybe partly because his conscience twinges a little because Garth'zel is right.)

"What do you care?" he says hotly. "It's not like it matters to you if I've got parents." Other than the fact that Ezra had tried to pick his pockets, but he'd stopped Ezra from doing that anyway.

Date: 2018-07-01 08:08 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Pout)
Ezra can absolutely come up with an argument.

"It didn't work anyway, did it?"

Date: 2018-07-01 08:38 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Pout)
Whether or not Ezra knows it, he still feels like his own point is valid. He didn't succeed, so in the end it didn't matter to Garth'zel what Ezra did.

With the shift of subject, Ezra shrugs halfheartedly. How is supposed to describe that anyway? He'd acted on a whim, a feeling too nebulous for an eight year old to understand completely. If he said it was his instincts, would the man just laugh at him? Instincts are what his dad used to say he had whenever he tried to explain stuff like this. But his instincts had been wrong this time.

"I dunno," he finally says. "You were just... better, and... and you had shiny boots an' nice clothes."

Date: 2018-07-01 08:51 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Listen to me)
"They're still good boots," Ezra says. "Some people who get off ships still have bad boots." Or no boots, but Ezra can't exactly judge the quality of every type of footwear.

He's warming up to the conversation a little now, so after another bite of sandwich (and another bit stuck in his pocket), he adds a little bit to shine up his reputation. "I just knew from lookin' at you that you were better than the first guy I saw."

Date: 2018-07-01 09:01 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Pout)
That pronouncement is met with a look of bafflement, followed closely by a scowl. "What do you want me to take a shower for?" Sure, he's had people complain that he smells, but it's not like he's sticking around.

The discussion about boots is getting dropped in favor of this threat to his food, which his little hands are clutching protectively now.

Date: 2018-07-01 09:17 pm (UTC)From: [personal profile] lothrat
lothrat: ([bb] Blank)
That first reason is met with nothing but suspicion. Sure, Garth'zel. Just try to convince a little boy that he'll feel better after a shower. The second reason, though...

His interest is piqued just enough to answer honestly. "I know it a lot. I've always lived here. Why? An' what's it got to do with a shower?"

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